Being ciwayuw.
Even though I discovered EFT late in life,I still deeply and completely love and accept myself,believe in and respect myself.
Finally got here! So many distractions! Just dropped in to say:
1): That this morning, awaking in a rather strange mood, perhaps because I am experimenting with not praying as that seems to emphasise the duality (I/you worship thing) .. but that's another story,and trying just to 'be' with It, He, Hu, God,The One,Allah, ..call it what you will..CIWYW ..Ciwayuw? ..yes ..trying just to be with ciwayuw ..or rather .. to be ciwayuw ..(not rationalising it and making it a dualistic other to be with).. I decided to try to aid the process with EFT ..
"Even though I find it hard to dissolve the barrier between the little self and the big Self ..." etc ...
Just to see what would/might happen.It so often seems that Eft (especially at these deeper levels) doesn't always have immediate resounding effects..but just seems to percolate down into one's being until .. one day ... one realises.."Oh yes..that's that thing I was doing EFT on and now it seems to be happening!" .. so I'll wait and see on this one. (The mind at least is saying .."But who (Who) dissolves the barrier anyway?" .. kind of reminding one to be humble about God's will at best..or blocking one with old guilt patterns at worst ..that's why I am resisiting going down that road at the moment ..because the old guilt trips/traps can be so limiting sometimes..and EFT just kind of by-passes that stuff and gets to work on the issue at hand ..that which is causing the problem kind of "off the top" without getting involved in intellectual disussions which often only serve to further enmire/enmesh one in the problem anyway.
... and 2): That I clicked on my own link to Energy Therapies and ended up downloading the free PDF from Sylvia Hartmann and ..oh wow! ..what can I say?..Tears ..recognising stuff?..Dee-e-ep movements! Couldn't take it all at once...
More later..for now ..printing..photocopies and distribution to, 1) a friend and 2) a local cafe meeting place..and 3) my wife (who's Spanish and will take a lot longer to get through them) of Gary Craig's Manual and Sylvia's book.
posted by longgone1 | 5/04/2005 11:07:00 AM
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