EFT is amazing!

Even though I discovered EFT late in life,I still deeply and completely love and accept myself,believe in and respect myself.

This is amazing! Yes, I was almost in dispair! My old faithful lappie started to break down last night.I tried a bit with it,but to no avail so I just went to bed..after all it was 11.30 and that is enough for me.I awoke at six thirty ,which is a good night's sleep for me.(I have started doing stuff in the garden so I get some physical exercise after being two years,more or less tied to this thing and the net..and it tires me out ..great!)..anyway .. this morning (feeling great with nothing more than a quick "chopping" session ..) .. I got up and had a shower and did a complete fajr ..then after some other stuff I had another fresh look at the old lappie..really I don't have much in the way of help from C.D.s or floppies..but I found one Windows 98 start up..or 'rescue' disc and stuck that in ..I found a way into a help menu and used scan disk to sort out some problems..It seems as if my hard disk is damaged,there are numerous power cuts here and that might be the culprit..The C drive was soon sorted but, to my surprise it started doing stuff with the D drive.
I'm going to cut this a bit short because I want to fiddle a bit with what I am using at the moment.. .. let's just say that the result was..after more than the whole morning waiting for the thing to sort out various damaged clusters(72 in all) and move them to another part of the drive.. I was hoping to be able to use it..but no..
What is pertinent to this blog is,that,In other circumstances..I mean before EFT I would have been so upset..but today I just carried on doing stuff in the garden and fixing food for Bilquis and looking after her as best I can..
By this evening however ..after doing plenty of stuff in the garden,,praying duhr and having lunch and then a siesta.. I did start to get a bit 'iffy' .. I carried on and fixed up the water sprinkler ..and then tried to spray some of the plants that have a bit of black fly ..(afids or something followed by ants that eat them ..) using a mixture that is 'natural' .. made from Bilquis's old fag ends ...
Anyway .. to try to cut it short ..I remembered that I could possibly use the old computer packed away in the dungeons under the house.My old patterns came up with a big heavy 'marron' that it wouldn't work..and wasn't it broken anyway when I put it away?..and I'm not sure where I put it and I'll probably have to move everything..etc etc etc .. well.. I did recognise that ,although I'd like not to be hooked on the net.. I really didn't know what to do without access to it and..well..en fin.. I wanted to use it..so-o-o-o .. I went into the bedroom and just did one round using the double chop for the set up phrase..and said.."Even though I may have a hidden agenda for not getting better ..." etc etc .. After that I just cleared away the lappie to make a space..went downstairs and found the computer strait away and brough it up and the the screen and.. in about ten minutes I had the thing up and running..
Oh wow! ..EFT again! .. Life is not a horrible disaster where everything always goes wrong and I end up looking like an idiot and a wanker !
Life is great and I can deal with circumstances as thay come up without getting into negative dramas..Thank you Gary..and thank You Allah!